he and I had something beautiful but so dysfunctional, it 
couldn't last I loved him so but I let him go 'cause I knew 
he'd never love me back such pain as this shouldn't have 
to be experienced I'm still reeling from the loss, still a 
little bit delirious near to you, I am healing but it's taking 
so long 'cause though he's gone and you are wonderful 
it's hard to move on yet, I'm better near to you. you and 
I have something different and I'm enjoying it cautiously 
I'm battle scarred, but I am working oh so hard to get 
back to who I used to be he's disappearing, fading steadily 
well, I'm so close to being yours, won’t you stay with me, 
please near to you, I am healing but it's taking so long '
cause though he's gone and you are wonderful it’s 
hard to move on yet, I'm better near to you I only know 
that I am better where you are I only know that I am better 
where you are I only know that I belong where you are near 
to you, I am healing but it's taking so long 'cause though he's 
gone and you are wonderful it’s hard to move on yet, 
I'm better near to you